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I'm seriously thinking I should just move to Kentucky with Ryan next year. He said I could train for him. He's buying about 30 acres up there and opening a horse farm. After all the shit that's been going on lately, it doesn't seem like such a bad idea. Maybe it would be nice to get away from all this shit that's dragging me down and stressing me out.
I'm sorry that people cannot respect my decisions. It's not like I'm trying to force my opinions on them. I want to be friends with EVERYONE (well, with the exception of one person, but that was obvious). I wish everyone could just get along. It would be awesome. Then we'd have a great show team and a group to go trail riding with and things like that. But that's never going to happen, no matter how much I wish it would.
Ryan invited me to go on a moonlight trail ride last night, but thanks to yesterday's events, I couldn't possibly be out. So I didn't get to go. bummer.
I really like this guy and I'm so afraid I'm going to blow it. But on the other hand, I'm just not so sure I'm ready for a relationship yet. But I told him that. I hope he understands.
We had so much fun this weekend though. Friday, Ryan and I ran some errands around Sumter, then came back here, went on a trail ride, went out to dinner, then to the movies. I went back to his house and spent the night. Saturday he had to work so I came back home. Went over to Ashley's barn and hung out with her and Shannon, rode Bob, got some lunch (LOTS OF FRIES!), then headed home. That night, I went back out to Sumter, picked up Ryan and his friends (he doesn't have a vehicle right now, the only downside to it all), stopped by the store and got some beer, stopped and got a hotel room, then we went to Skyline. After Skyline, we went back to the hotel for a 'party' which turned out to be more like drink some beer and crash. The next morning we all went to Waffle House, then headed out to Ashley's barn. Then I took them back to Sumter. Came back to Ashley's barn, some drama went down, the cops came, etc etc. Went to Ashley's house and hung out there for a while since all that shit was going down at the barn. My parents came. I think we've gotten things sorted out, but we'll see how it goes. All I can say is people overreact. If that caused your fucking back to get hurt, you're pretty damn fragile. But whatever.
That was the only bad part of this weekend that I can recall. Today I just basically sat around and did a whole bunch of nothing except go to a doctor's appointment. fun.
That's it for now.
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